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[Jul. 1st, 2005|06:28 pm]
romantic_blood
Started a fast at 1:00 AM today... so far so good... but I don't want to jinx myself... I have a feelings I'm not going to succeed... but I was tempted to eat Chinese food... but nope... I had my back towards my mom and pretended I was eating rice, and then I took some chicken and closed the box and told her I'd eat more later, and walked out the room and took a bite of the chicken but then I went to the bathroom and chewed it and spat it out... and I did it with the rest that I had left... then I went back in the kitchen and my mom was like, "you don't want anymore rice?" and i said, "no, i'll eat later." and we were watching my neice and her friend on the trampoline and I grabbed another piece of chicken and bit it in front of her (so she knows that I was eating) and walked out the room and spat it out, too.

So ya... I'm about to go out right now... I have to buy a new straight iron... and I need to go to the library.

I'll be back later!

Stay Strong||Think Thin
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[User Picture]From: romantic_blood
2005-07-04 08:35 pm (UTC)
Thanks for your concern. But nothing anybody says will change my ways. But thanks once again.
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From: amethyst_veils
2005-07-04 02:53 pm (UTC)
Hey haven't talked to you in a while! How are you? I've given up on recovery, so I'm back to restriction. <33
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[User Picture]From: romantic_blood
2005-07-04 08:33 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I've taken a break from LJ for a while, but I guess I'm back for the time being. But I guess I'm doing okay... this summer's been really hard for me. I just keep failing each fast I go on. And I've gained so much weight. But I'm sure everything will even out when school starts again. I seem to have lost more weight during the school year than over the summer. But all is well. I hope you're doing good. Well, I'll be talking to you later.

Much love!
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