||[Dec. 2nd, 2006|09:28 pm]
|[||How Am I Feeling
|||||Prison Sex - Tool<3.||]|
Well, well... well. :]
A lot has happened since I last posted.
My 10 month period of depression ended.
I have the most incredible boyfriend, a month tomorrow!
It's scary how happy I am.
I never thought I would be so happy in my entire life.
I have a good feelings about all of this.
Life is just so amazing right now.. I'm going to savor it.
Life is good, life is graaaand, life is amazing.
jasldkfjdslkj >.< :D, I'm a really happy person now.
It's relieving. I was so depressed, it's ridiculous.
I read back on old journal entries in my actual hand-written journals, and it's just like.. whoaa. Was I really THAT depressed and emo and self-loathing and pathetic?
I'm happy that's over. But it's good it happened.
I'm different now, I'm wiser, I'm intelligent in areas most people my age don't think about.
I have weird thoughts, and sometimes I can't control it and sometimes I think I'm crazy for thinking those thoughts, but I have my own ways of dealing with it. Tricking my mind ^.^
Anyway, I don't know when I'll update this again. It's been like, almost 5 months since I last had.
And I really don't believe how amazingly fast this past year has gone by..
Seriously. It's like, amazing. Time is weird. Everything is weird. But life is good. Whatever life is.